i igt i boleh tahan........ tapi knpe masih cmni.. why all the time 3tahun, all this while, knpe i je yg beria2 na jmpe si dia. evry year, kte buke sesame puase ke tak, tape. still we will meet, tp skrg, endah ta endah. ta kesa je to even see me. stiap kali dtg malaysia , isi minyak, bru jumpe i, i phm la financially tight. fhm, tp ni i da plan bape lme, i even took a day for u, but it doesnt mean anythin to u. u tau, bpe pntingnye birthday i, tp first time in history, i phm u kne pegy. n tade on my bday, k fine tape jd gf yg understanding, pretending my bday ta important. ni ade opportunity dtg malaysia, pn u ta amek na jmpe i. i je yg slalu smgt. bnci laa feeling ni..dulu, kalau, dtg malaysia cnfirm u ajak i walaupn ngn famly atleast dpt jmpe, tp now, u even malas na ikot. nape? i ni da ta bermakne ke. da tade i kt hati ? smppi na jmpe pn ta de prasaan. how could u even say it to ears. u malas. then ckp i emo, mne i tak emo, we da ta date bape lame, jmpe skjp2 psl isi minyak, bebual kat fon pn tade mase,my bday pn u tade is there no reason to b emo about? i je ke na kne jge relationship ni? i je ke. kne igt i hanyalah seorg perempuan yg mempunyai prasaan yg sgt dlm kat u. klo tana, ckp tana, sng cter , taya na lukakan hati i smpi cmni. ape u da buat that time, i tutup mate, but nw when i do, byk je kua. that time bru2 okay, jd okay , i tried to understand more. but this? utk u malas na jmpe i? tu pn i na kne phm ke? tell me, ade ke i even dalam hati u lagi ? cz i rase sume bnde pn lagi penting da dr i.... sume.......................................................................................................................................................